Grappling with his son’s suicide, Michael Madsen still hopes to find answers

The final text that Reservoir Dogs actor Michael Madsen got from his kid was simply, “I love you dad,” and that was it.

Sergeant stationed in Hawaii who had just completed his first tour when he shot himself in the head, according to his father.

“I am in shock as my son, whom I just spoke with a few days ago, said he was happy–my last text from him was ‘I love you dad,’” Madsen, the star of the Kill Bill franchise, told the LA Times.

“I didn’t see any signs of depression. It’s so tragic and sad. I’m just trying to make sense of everything and understand what happened,” he continued.

The eldest of Madsen’s children with wife DeAnna Madsen was Hudson, whose godfather was Quentin Tarantino. Brothers Kalvin and Luke were the next-oldest children. With his ex-wife Jeannine Bisignano, Madsen has two further boys, Christian and Max.

His wife, Carlie, whom he married in 2019, shared positive social media messages about their relationship. According to Carlie’s social media, the couple was considering IVF because they were unable to conceive naturally.

Carlie uploaded a selfie of herself in a hospital gown to Instagram exactly one week before he passed away on January 22, 2022, stating that she had recently had a tumor removed.

“I just want to give a shout-out to my amazing husband!” she adds in the post. He has been extremely patient throughout the entire procedure. Yesterday, I had surgery to remove a tumor from one of my breasts. Carlie continued, “We were at the hospital for about 7 hours yesterday and while I was in surgery he went to target and got me flowers, comfy pajamas, my favorite candy and a card! He’s also been amazing in helping with my recovery and I’m just so thankful…”

A few of weeks later, she tweeted a cute picture of herself and Hudson along with the simple caption, “I miss you so much.” Everyone was perplexed by the circumstances that led to Hudson’s suicide.

The father, who was 64 at the time, was upset about his suicide and stated, “He had typical life challenges that people have with finances, but he wanted a family,” according to Madsen. He was considering his future, so this is mind-blowing. I simply don’t understand what happened.

The Once Upon a Time in Hollywood actor Madsen also disclosed that his son, who had served in Afghanistan, was dealing with mental health issues behind the scenes of his seeming contentment. The actor stated that his son, who need counseling, stopped seeking assistance because of problems he was keeping to himself.

Madsen asked the military to conduct an investigation because he suspected “that officers and rank and file were shaming,” but the results of the investigation are remained classified.

One month after Hudson committed suicide, Madsen, known for his work on Quentin Tarantino’s bloody comedies, was detained in Malibu at the mansion from which he had just been evicted. Madsen was granted bail after being accused of trespassing.

The actor has a criminal record; according to TMZ, he was charged with child endangerment in 2012 and was charged with DUI in 2019 after wrecking his SUV.

The actor walked into his home, and finding his teenaged son smoking pot, the two got into an argument. TMZ writes, “…Madsen had gotten into a physical fight with his juvenile son–and when cops arrived, they observed several signs of injury on his son. We’re told Madsen also appeared to be under the influence of alcohol at the time of his arrest.” The son’s name was not released, and Madsen was.

The family issued a statement following Hudson’s passing, writing, “We are crushed and overwhelmed with grief and pain at the loss of Hudson. All those who knew and loved him will keep his memories and light in their hearts.

On January 23, 2023, offering a heartfelt tribute to her husband, whom she lovingly calls “Lump,” Carlie writes on her Instagram, “…I don’t even know how it’s been a year without you. It still hurts just as much as it did that day. You’re the first thing I think about everyday when I wake up and the last thing I think about before I fall asleep at night. I can’t even describe how much I’m hurting and how much I miss you.”

She continued, “I just wish you would have talked to me and told me what was going on that day. I’m so sorry you thought this was the only way to make things better. I’m so sorry I couldn’t do more and I didn’t see the signs. I’m sorry I let you down. Just know you’re always with me and always on my mind. I miss you so much and I love you more Lump.”

The tragic passing of Hudson Madsen marks the loss of a hero, son, best friend, and spouse. It’s time to tell everybody you know that you love them if they need to hear it.

There is always aid available, and keep in mind that you can call the Suicide Hotline in the U.S. and Canada by dialing 9-8-8 if you’d like to speak with someone anonymously.

I Found a Little Girl in My Shopping Cart—Her Plea Changed My Life Forever

I was doing my usual grocery shopping when I suddenly found a little girl sitting in my cart. She looked up at me with big, scared eyes and whispered, “Don’t give me back, I’m scared.” At that moment, I knew my life was about to change.

My career was steady, and my life was well-organized. I took pride in the independence I had built over the years. Being single didn’t bother me. I enjoyed the freedom and simplicity of my life, without many responsibilities beyond my job and daily routine.

My daily routines, though simple, brought me comfort. After my sister Melissa lost her job, I let her stay with me. She was family, after all. She had a tendency to take control of things, but I hoped she’d get back on her feet soon.

That day started like any other. I went grocery shopping, as I did every week. The simple act of shopping made me feel in control.

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Walking through the aisles, I focused on my list. Halfway through, I turned to grab a box of cereal, and when I looked back at my cart, there was… a little girl!

She was sitting in the basket. I blinked, confused.

“Hi! Where’s your mommy?” I asked.

“I don’t know,” she whispered, gripping the cart tightly.

I froze, trying to understand what was happening. I looked around, expecting to see a parent nearby, but there was no one.

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“What’s your name?” I asked gently, crouching to her level.

“Lily,” she whispered softly.

I looked around again, but the store was full of busy strangers. What should I do? Leave her and wait for someone? But what if no one came?

“Well, Lily,” I said softly, “let’s find someone who can help us, okay?”

I slowly pushed the cart, scanning the aisles for her parents. After 20 minutes, it was clear—no one was coming for her.

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Just as I was about to call the police, she looked up at me with tear-filled eyes and whispered, “Don’t give me back, I’m scared.”

Before I knew it, I had taken her home.

Everything felt surreal. Lily, a scared little girl, sat at my kitchen table, eating a sandwich, her eyes following me as if I was her only safety.

The front door opened, and Melissa walked in. I knew this wouldn’t go over well.

“What is this?” she asked, her eyes locking on Lily.

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“I found her at the grocery store,” I explained, trying to stay calm.

“Found her?!” Melissa exclaimed. “You can’t just bring home a child! Do you even know where she came from?”

“No, but she was alone,” I replied. “I couldn’t leave her there.”

“You can’t fix everything, Rachel. This is a bad idea.”

“I called James,” I said, mentioning my detective friend. “He’s looking into it. We’ll figure it out.”

Melissa sighed in frustration but muttered nothing else. My focus stayed on Lily.

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The next morning, my fears came true. There was a knock at the door. Social services had arrived.

Melissa acted fast, as she always did when worried. I knew I couldn’t keep Lily, no matter how much I wanted to.

“We’ll take her into care,” a social worker said gently.

I looked at Lily, who was clutching the table.

“I… I just need a minute,” I stammered.

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I knelt by Lily. “Sweetie, you have to go with them for now. They’re going to help you.”

Her big eyes met mine. “Please, don’t give me back. I’m scared.”

Her words broke my heart, but before I could say more, the social workers took her away.

Suddenly, my phone rang. It was James, his voice serious.

“Rachel, I found something. Her name’s Lily. She’s run away from home before, but they’ve never found anything wrong.”

“Do you have their address? Send it to me, please.”

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Later, Melissa began criticizing me again. “This is why I called social services. You’re acting impulsively.”

“A mess? You think this is a mess?” I snapped. “Lily needed help, and I wasn’t going to abandon her. Maybe focus on your own life before judging mine.”

Melissa stayed silent. I grabbed my keys and left, determined to figure things out.

When I arrived at Lily’s house, something felt off. The house was neglected, the yard overgrown. I knocked, and a pale woman opened the door—Lily’s mother, Gloria.

“I’m Rachel. I’ve been caring for Lily,” I explained.

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At her daughter’s name, Gloria’s expression filled with sadness. She let me in.

“I know I can’t take care of her anymore,” Gloria admitted, her voice heavy with defeat.

“Gloria,” I said gently, “you love her, but she needs more right now. Let me help.”

Gloria wiped her eyes. “I tried… after her father died.”

“You don’t have to do this alone. I’ll care for her while you get back on your feet. We’ll figure this out together.”

“You’d do that?” she asked.

“Yes. Lily needs to be safe. I’ll take care of her for now, and when you’re ready, she can come back.”

Gloria nodded, and we talked about a plan for her to visit Lily and work toward getting her back.

Just then, social services arrived. Lily ran to her mother, hugging her tightly.

“I’m here, baby,” Gloria whispered. After a few moments, Lily walked back to me.

I spoke with social workers and Gloria about the plan. Lily would stay with me temporarily, and we would reassess Gloria’s situation in a few months.

“It’s time to go, sweetie,” I said, holding Lily’s hand.

Gloria gave her a nod. “Be good, okay?”

From that day on, life changed for both of us. Lily adjusted, and we found comfort in new routines.

One night, she asked, “Will I see Mom again?”

“Yes, sweetie,” I assured her. “When she’s ready. And until then, you’re safe here.”

Through this journey, I learned that love sometimes means knowing when to let go and trust in the future.

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